I was still feeling anxious yesterday, until I took an extra Paxil in the late afternoon. I started out on Paxil at 20 mg, so I should be OK going back on it. I did set up an appointment with a new doctor for later this month, so I can discuss stuff with him. I still need to set up an appointment for the gyno, since I seem to be hitting periomenopause.

Today was pretty quiet, though I know the kids had been out, I didn't really hear 'em. I also managed to eat solid foods, but I'm trying to be careful. Anxiety makes me puke and frankly, that about kills my back because I pre-puke cough like crazy.

So, I'm sorted out for home. It's work that I'll have to deal with next.

Anyway, today, I watched two episodes of the Jeremy Brett Sherlock Holmes (gorgeous set design) and I'm watching Koyaanisqatsi right now. It's interesting to see the stuff from the past...

After the kids, I've been dealing with the noise at work. The scanners are getting more use and today, I had to go to the nurse for a lie-down. One of the managers says there's a way to turn off the volume, but I went online and only found a way to lower the volume and tone frequency.
I stopped off at Lowes after work, and got a set of ear protective headphones that do a noise cancellation of 22 and can be hooked up to my Zune, and 32db earplugs. It'll be a pain in the ass, but it'll cost less than the Bose noise cancellation ones, which may not work with the beeps.
Anyway, I'll be putting in for a reasonable accommodation and asking if the programmers can actually turn the noise off.

Well, goldarn.

It's nicer weather and the kids are out playing. I have to get used to them again, but for now, the newness of it, added to my PMS...so NOT helping. Thank goodness for my Vornado. I suspect it's gonna get a workout this summer...

So, I'll be the first to admit that I watch porn on the Internet. That's what it's there for, innit?

Anyway, I'm watching this clip, and while I won't go into detail of the sex acts involved, I will tell you that there's a black Lab walking around in the living room, where the act is taking place. Its tail is wagging and it's obviously a happy and loved dog. It was following its owner around and even dragging a blankie around to lie on for a bit. You can see it trying to get its owner's attention... :-)

I had to giggle.

It went well. I got shot up with the numbing stuff which worked very quickly, and the work took about an hour. It took two hours for the stuff to wear off, and I was able to eat and drink normally for lunch. There was a bit of an ache, probably from the pressure on my mouth, but I took a 600mg tablet of ibuprofen and I feel fine.

I get the crown next month.

My Little Pony in a "Human Centipede" artwork.

No, I'm not gonna link to the pics, but if you like you can go to Regretsy.com.

*bleaches mind*

MST3K. FTW

Tagged fromalephz

I was supposed to get a root canal done today, but damn near fainted in the dentist's office after one shot.  The dentist was like, yo, you come back when you have a morning appointment.  Stupid diabetic.  Stupid woman needing a fan in a stuffy room, waiting to get shots and the drill.
So I go back next 28th, in the morning, and I'm bringing a small fan with me. 
I kinda don't blame him for not wanting me to continue, but I was hoping to get it over with...

DUDES.

DUDES.

DUDES.

Watch this.